I'm not sure what I should do.

I can't seem to keep up with dA anymore. I have pictures to put up, but I haven't done anything with them. I see so many people whose photography is so awesome, and nothing I take even looks remotely good. I see so many ridiculous things happening around here. Stupid things happening to good people. It makes me wonder who runs this place. Do they even care about the people that enjoy coming here to look at beautiful artwork, or are they just a bunch of angsty teens who complain because someone's original characters for a completely different series look too similar to how they perceive Twilight?

I am so behind on everything. It's like the world is moving and I'm barely hanging on. At least it feels it around here. But I don't know what to do. Stop posting and just look for good art/photography to ? Give up on everyone I watch? I feel so bad that I'm not as supportive as I used to be. But I really don't know how to get back to that point.

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